I gave up.

I have given up on my novel.

Yes I'm a loser.

But I have other stuff to do. Important stuff.

Plus I got bored. I'll do it next year, when I like, have a plot.

I hit a wall. Metaphorically, that is. Otherwise It'd just be wierd.

The wall is boredom. Can I be bothered to write this story? Not really. I feel like just sitting on the wall and eating a sandwich. But there's a nagging part of me telling me not to give up... stupid morals.

Oh, and seeing some of these wordcounts isn't improving my mood. Some person has over 150000 words. They wrote 50000 in their first day.

WTF?!?!

Mazzy Detective and angst.

For some wierd reason, I am taking part in NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month- link: http://www.nanowrimo.org/eng/node) and though it hasn't eaten my soul yet, it's certainly having a nibble.










I'm doing it, I guess, to see if I can. And to see what spews out of my head when I let my brain run wild, because I have a non existent plot.
Blahhh.
Planning, that's what my story needs. Less ramble, more plot. Story of my life, that.

THINGS I WANT TO HAPPEN AT SOME POINT:

• Mazzy pointing out what's odd about thingy's gang. (I've forgotten his name. Jamie or sonething)
• Jasper saying something along the lines of: "I can't draw, write, detect, do maths, play poker, read binary, win Mariocart, knit, make hat stands, cook, clean or sing, but dammit I can run!" and then run along dodging bullets or something to the shock of everyone else.
• Stu giving Maz her red scarf
• Maz giving him back the scarf to show their friendship is over *sobs*
• An explosion behind Maz where she's like, on a hill, and her hairs down and flying everywhere and she looks really badass.
• Mazzy meeting Stu's mum, and them discussing hat stands.
• Stuwart revealing he's a gaming nerd.
• Mazzy hiring stu as an apprentice/ assistant person
• Jasper explaining that he wears different coloured conversers so that he can tell his left and right.

Yell at me to keep going when possible, please.

Thinking.

I think sometimesthat we rely on things to entertain us too much. We live in a world where our brains are constantly filled, and when sometimes there is nothing to do we get bored, or find a way to waste time. But really, we have everything we need to keep ourselves enertained right here in our heads. We just have to listen to it, and use a little imagination if nessersary. I'm just saying this 'cause I'm lying in bed, thinking about thinking.
I'll sleep now- in our dreams there is nothing to stop us.

&Then our hearts combned, like Neutron star collision.

Ohhello Blogger. It's been a while hasn't it? Havn't you grown!
I keep thinking I'll write, but I forget. Actually, before I start, I'm going to change rooms. Too stuffy in here.
*moves into the garden*
Much better, allthough I may freeze out here- summers twilight has come again.
Sorry. Been reading alot of poetry recently.
Don't judge me.
OMNOM Mint imperials.
The clouds look nice right now. Fluffy wisps of pastel pink on pastel blue. Yeah.
Recently, I've really been getting into astronomy. The other night I went into my garden and just lay there, watching the stars. So many secrets they hold! We humans thing we know everything, but we don't, not by a looonnnng way, and that makes me feel scared, but hopeful too.
I think when I'm older I'll either be an astronomer, or teach it.
Exciting things have happened recently, like I went to a concert, (see louu's blog for full detailsxD) and I went back to school, which isn't exciting exactly, but yeah. Feels just like last year really, except I'm having to force myself not to blank out. I'm really not looking foward to these exams, but I might as well be grudgingly prepared.
The clouds arn't pink anymore, but black, and it's got alot darker out here without me realising. Time to watch Melin?
Crap, that's on NOW.
*runs in*

Travellings

I havn't updated this in a while...
So. What I've been doing:

I went to stone henge yesterday- no hippies unfortunately, but there were a couple of scary biker dudes- I'll update this at some point and put up a picture;)
It was interesting and eveything, but I don't quite see what all the fuss is about. There are loads of stone circles all over England! Some are just as impressive, I guess it's because Stone Henge is so big. I spent most of the time trying to figure out what it was built for- I'm guessing it was a way of tracking the stars and sun.
After that we visited my great aunt, who I havn't seen in about six years. She's tinyxD apparently I look just like some distant cousin I've never metO-o

Oh yeah, I won't be onlne next week unless I somehow get to a computer, which is unlikely. Me + Dad will be doing our tour of England, which will go something like this:
- Monday: York, staying over night at one of my dad's friends house. Apparently he's quite poshxD he's also a teacher at York university
- Tuesday: HOGWARTS HOGWARTS HOGWARTS. staying over night in the neighbouring village
- Wednesday: The same, but we'll probably go to the beach
- Thursday: No idea.
- Friday: coming back home ^^

It doesn't realy feel like I'm going on holiday tbhO-o Still, should be good:D

Mmm, quote.

"I have no special talents. I am only passionately curious"

- Albert Einstein



Intelligence should be based not on how much we know, but on our willingness to want know more.