*coughcoughdeathcough*

I sound like an old car.Virus's love me.
I should be sleeping, probably, but I'm feeling creative. I just don't know what to create.
Doctor who christmas advert just came on:D damn I've missed it.

A limeric about flu:
I am coughting all the time,
Luckily I can still rhyme
Oh dear flu,
How I hate you,
My Lemsip tastes like lemon and lime.

IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL I WANT TO SING.

I had a dream last night that I beat Matt up with a curtain rail. I think my subconscious is trying to tell me something.

I gave up.

I have given up on my novel.

Yes I'm a loser.

But I have other stuff to do. Important stuff.

Plus I got bored. I'll do it next year, when I like, have a plot.

I hit a wall. Metaphorically, that is. Otherwise It'd just be wierd.

The wall is boredom. Can I be bothered to write this story? Not really. I feel like just sitting on the wall and eating a sandwich. But there's a nagging part of me telling me not to give up... stupid morals.

Oh, and seeing some of these wordcounts isn't improving my mood. Some person has over 150000 words. They wrote 50000 in their first day.

WTF?!?!

Mazzy Detective and angst.

For some wierd reason, I am taking part in NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month- link: http://www.nanowrimo.org/eng/node) and though it hasn't eaten my soul yet, it's certainly having a nibble.










I'm doing it, I guess, to see if I can. And to see what spews out of my head when I let my brain run wild, because I have a non existent plot.
Blahhh.
Planning, that's what my story needs. Less ramble, more plot. Story of my life, that.

THINGS I WANT TO HAPPEN AT SOME POINT:

• Mazzy pointing out what's odd about thingy's gang. (I've forgotten his name. Jamie or sonething)
• Jasper saying something along the lines of: "I can't draw, write, detect, do maths, play poker, read binary, win Mariocart, knit, make hat stands, cook, clean or sing, but dammit I can run!" and then run along dodging bullets or something to the shock of everyone else.
• Stu giving Maz her red scarf
• Maz giving him back the scarf to show their friendship is over *sobs*
• An explosion behind Maz where she's like, on a hill, and her hairs down and flying everywhere and she looks really badass.
• Mazzy meeting Stu's mum, and them discussing hat stands.
• Stuwart revealing he's a gaming nerd.
• Mazzy hiring stu as an apprentice/ assistant person
• Jasper explaining that he wears different coloured conversers so that he can tell his left and right.

Yell at me to keep going when possible, please.

Thinking.

I think sometimesthat we rely on things to entertain us too much. We live in a world where our brains are constantly filled, and when sometimes there is nothing to do we get bored, or find a way to waste time. But really, we have everything we need to keep ourselves enertained right here in our heads. We just have to listen to it, and use a little imagination if nessersary. I'm just saying this 'cause I'm lying in bed, thinking about thinking.
I'll sleep now- in our dreams there is nothing to stop us.

&Then our hearts combned, like Neutron star collision.

Ohhello Blogger. It's been a while hasn't it? Havn't you grown!
I keep thinking I'll write, but I forget. Actually, before I start, I'm going to change rooms. Too stuffy in here.
*moves into the garden*
Much better, allthough I may freeze out here- summers twilight has come again.
Sorry. Been reading alot of poetry recently.
Don't judge me.
OMNOM Mint imperials.
The clouds look nice right now. Fluffy wisps of pastel pink on pastel blue. Yeah.
Recently, I've really been getting into astronomy. The other night I went into my garden and just lay there, watching the stars. So many secrets they hold! We humans thing we know everything, but we don't, not by a looonnnng way, and that makes me feel scared, but hopeful too.
I think when I'm older I'll either be an astronomer, or teach it.
Exciting things have happened recently, like I went to a concert, (see louu's blog for full detailsxD) and I went back to school, which isn't exciting exactly, but yeah. Feels just like last year really, except I'm having to force myself not to blank out. I'm really not looking foward to these exams, but I might as well be grudgingly prepared.
The clouds arn't pink anymore, but black, and it's got alot darker out here without me realising. Time to watch Melin?
Crap, that's on NOW.
*runs in*

Travellings

I havn't updated this in a while...
So. What I've been doing:

I went to stone henge yesterday- no hippies unfortunately, but there were a couple of scary biker dudes- I'll update this at some point and put up a picture;)
It was interesting and eveything, but I don't quite see what all the fuss is about. There are loads of stone circles all over England! Some are just as impressive, I guess it's because Stone Henge is so big. I spent most of the time trying to figure out what it was built for- I'm guessing it was a way of tracking the stars and sun.
After that we visited my great aunt, who I havn't seen in about six years. She's tinyxD apparently I look just like some distant cousin I've never metO-o

Oh yeah, I won't be onlne next week unless I somehow get to a computer, which is unlikely. Me + Dad will be doing our tour of England, which will go something like this:
- Monday: York, staying over night at one of my dad's friends house. Apparently he's quite poshxD he's also a teacher at York university
- Tuesday: HOGWARTS HOGWARTS HOGWARTS. staying over night in the neighbouring village
- Wednesday: The same, but we'll probably go to the beach
- Thursday: No idea.
- Friday: coming back home ^^

It doesn't realy feel like I'm going on holiday tbhO-o Still, should be good:D

Mmm, quote.

"I have no special talents. I am only passionately curious"

- Albert Einstein



Intelligence should be based not on how much we know, but on our willingness to want know more.

PGL

So on Friday I went on a school trip to PGL, and here are the things that I did:

• Raft building- Ours worked:D the other teams fell apart lol, but we all ended up in the lake anyways- I was the last to get wet, so they attacked me and tipped me in:c
• Giant Swing- We go harnessed up and attached to like a pole, and them were pulled up by the others(like slaves) really high. then Charlotte pulled the chord and we swung- it was really fun but the harness killed your legs:L
• Trapeze- THIS WAS SO SCARY. For me anyways- turns out I don't like hights. You had to climb up a pole till you got to the little ledge, and then jump off and grab the pole in front of you, just like on Raven. (When I was little I always wanted to do the trapese because of that program) I was completely frozen out of fear and I was clinging onto the pole, but I jumped eventually:D
• Aeroball- We did this at kingswood, too. T'was funny
• Climbing wall- I was so tired that day- I did it 2 1/2 times- I didn't have the energy to finish the third onexD Mrs Hopkins said to Jordan while he was climbing "I bet you're not used to holding such a big knob, are you Jordan?" LOL
• Quad biking- I was nervous at first but I got into it, it was really fun:D
• Zipwire- I loved this, because it's just like flying. It's scary to jump off at first, but I could hold onto the rope, which made it better(:
• Low ropes- Dull-.- everyone was bored, and it was the last thing, so we were tired, and we just gave upxD

At night everyone went into Sophie, Hannah and Elises room to play truth or dare, and it was really funny. Dares included Jordan doing a strip tease, shaving Rosses leg, Rob licking the wall, Nial giving Matt a Rasberry on the belly (Miss opened the door at that exact moment LOL), Ronnie Dorito slapping Mr Young (this didn't happen though:L) throwing Jelly Tots all over Mr Young (this did), and me uh, getting boob slapped by Sophie on the head. I'm slightly traumatisedxD The teachers didn't really care, they were drinking wine next doorxD

Wow this is a long blogxD It was a funny weekend though, and I'm glad I did it. There were loads of Brownies there thoughO-o Rob suggested as a dare "Dorrito slap a Brownie!"

That didn't happen.

It's the holidays!:D

I can't actually believe it's the end of the school year already... I still remember the last day of Ashton like it was yesterday!
I think it's strange how time seems to go faster as you get older, but logical I guess. When I was in 4+, I remember a year seemed like forever, but back then, a year was a quarter of my life. Now, a year is a fifteenth of it... I wonder what it's like when you're old? Like, 70, lets say. one year is a 70th of they're intire life... do they feel time slipping away? As something that once seemed so much to them is now so little? I bet they could forget they're 34th year completely, if nothing interesting happened. A whole year of thoughts and dreams and remembering to water the plants and the dentist, every single bit of it lost in time. It's like a spiral of ratio... as a 15 year old, a 70th of my life is roughly 29 days (presuming my birthday was today) and that's not really anything, to me. But when I was 29 days old, it was my whole life.


So we are all lost in time. Like now. In ten years time, will you remember today? What you're doing right now? How you sit, how you feel... maybe you're a little uncomfy, so you move a bit. in ten years time, you won't remember you were ever uncomfy at all.



Get out of that Labyrinth.*









If you are feeling depressed/ suicidal because you think your life is now meaningless, here's a ninja cat plaing the piano to cheer you up:

Emotional blackmail

I'm really hungry.
I think my dad is cooking pasta right now... mmm, pasta *does Homer Simpson style drooling*

I am emotionally blackmailing my friend Louise.

Not in a bad way!
She thinks she's fat (derranged child) and want's to go on a diet, so I said "If you're going on a diet, I am too!"
She was like Nuuuu! You'll be too skinny and die!
So I said, you'd better not go on a diet then >:]
Eventually we decided that she just wouldn't snack, so I'm not snacking either, hence the hunger. The sacrifices I make...


I wonder if blackmail is still politically correct... I expect someone will get very angry about it one day.

Blog?

Hi, I'm Emma- pleased to meet you!
I spent the majority of my life with my head in the clouds. I love robots, silliness and dancing in the rain, but I hate marmite, spiders and horror films. I never wear makeup or straighten my hair and I love reading- Harry Potter! At school I am the quiet one in the corner, unless you know me, in which case I never shut up- no, not that corner, the one by the window. No, not that window- I'm the lanky blonde doodling. Yes, that one.
I'm so ninja I blend in with the walls.

So, a blog. It's scarily like a diary, and I'm no good with diaries. I get bored, or forget, or get distracted...

*ahem* Yes. I'll see how this goes.

Until next time, (or maybe not, I really don't know)
Emma xx